Dear Samuel, What a topsy turvy few months we have had my little man. Mummy was so sick for months that I wasn't able to do much more then sit on the couch and watch you play, I hated that little man and cried so many tears over it when you were asleep, all I wanted was to be able to play with you, run around with you and make sure you knew that I loved you, instead morning sickness left me almost bedridden and vomiting so many times a day that I had nothing left inside. Just as the morning sickness let up we had a massive scare when the hospital told us that the baby I am carrying was at high risk for down syndrome. That threw our world into a spin and I had to have more tests that have means for the next few weeks I'm not allowed to lift you up and I have to be very careful when we are playing but at least now I can play and interact with you more my beautiful boy. The tests from e hospital have come back fine, the baby is all okay and your going to have a little sister. You have grown up so much in the last month, you are now starting to talk in sentences, can count to twenty, know your colours, most animals and some of your shapes. Daycare has told me that you are quite advanced for your age and even the three year olds are not doing half of what you are doing now. You are so clever little man and I'm so proud to be your mummy. When you look at me and say I love you mummy my heart just melts and sometimes you come out with the funniest things like telling me no problem mummy when I have just told you off for something. I am loving being your mummy and watching you grow and learn. I can't wait to see you with your little sister, to watch you grow together and watch you help her learn about the world around her, I know you are going to make an awsome big brother but you will still always be my little baby boy. I love you always Mummy