Wednesday, April 25, 2012

A big piece of news

My beautiful little man, Everyday you grow bigger and smarter, every day you surprise us with new words and now sentences as well. Watching you develop from the tiny little weird looking alien while I was pregnant with you to my beautiful smart toddler has been the best three years of my life and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life watching you grow and mature. I have big news beautiful boy and I worry about how it's going to effect you, sorry that your going to grow up resenting me or thinking that you were not enough and that my little one could be nothing further then the truth. If you were the only child I was ever to have I could die happy and content that I had been your mother however it seems that now your not going to be the only child as we have been blessed with falling pregnant with another little one, a brother or sister for you. I can not wait to see you with your sibling and I hope that the two you love each other as much as I have loved my brother. I don't believe that in having another child my love will be halved as I think that with every child a mothers love only grows so rather then having the same amount of love to share between two, my love will grow and will double or more to be shared between you. For now though I will enjoy the time we have together just me and you before we have another little person to love and share our life with. No matter what you will always be my beautiful little man, my firstborn son and the person that taught me what love really is. Love always Mummy